Don't shit where you sleep.
Is that how it goes or is there a loop hole for this scenario when you have passed the point of no return and have shit all over yourself... Then in that moment is it ok to shit where you sleep, (being a degree better then defecating all over yourself)?
Well fuck if I know.
I wanna scream this sediment to so many people right now, try and understand them, but in my quest for finding empathy I only to find apathy.
It would settle my stomach far better then judgement or bias.
Life seems to be this cluster fuck of disarray these days and as much as I can see that I have changed and grown with my reactions to the situations I am experiencing, I still feel emotionally drained by these experiences- how to truly separate myself from the noise is a strained concept.
I can hear this mental update in my head telling what I need to do get it together, but writing it all down makes it seem real.
Fuck...transparency such a frightful concept...
