the heidi files.

the heidi files.
If you write it all down it doesnt exist...
wait it's 1984 come to life
we willingly freely and almost readily provide our most inner details served fresh and with precise amounts of truth, envy, and wrath.

I lead an interesting and full life, which I purposly complicated with a family. I make 10,000 lists, stay up too late almost everynight, love NPR and W Magazine and am a lover of beautiful people...I am a lucky girl with insightful means, watch out becasue I will surely surprise you.

"We all grow up someday, we might as well know what we want" [little women]

Saturday, January 21, 2012

Indie Kid Vs Dance Kid: Girl in a Coma - Smart (Hype 0148)

Indie Kid Vs Dance Kid: Girl in a Coma - Smart (Hype 0148): Catchy indie track taken from the bands 3rd album Exits And All The Rest released on Joan Jett's record label Blackheart Records. Nice! Vi...

Sit in lover

Recalling all the things that once tied us so closely now feel like they are daggers in the side of our panged love.
The exhausting qualities that scream with judgement.

How  can we ever really  grow as one, when you are at odds with my heart, I am sick with lost thoughts that I want to share with a lover. Anyone it seems, someone to look at me and be filled with interest.

 I once remember creating new themes for our lives-together. I see you are consumed with all the things you said you once hated.

We are broke, when have we not been, and yet the financial ideologies that the consumer world has placed on you, now are your conductor for the rods of pragmatic planning.

A kite in the wind, what happen to your drift.

 I am here my love. My loyalty extends to the ocean and back, but the dreams my heart has set sail for are out there alone.

We will find each other again, right? Your absence isn't forever I hope.

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

a girl you can chase, but you cannot catch

reveals more of her heart in the first ten seconds then a a long weekend with the one you love.
capture this strange scenario of moments and replay on a loud speaker.
you will sound like you are drowning.
the feeling will repeat.
Darling, I want one please.
         

Monday, November 21, 2011

pick apart.

 Indulgence, is short and sweet... picking out the littlest things. What to listen to and what bracelet to wear.

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

Point Richmond with Bobina and Valentine

 

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Library reads for the week <3

 

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Hmm, well Hammer of the Gods, is nice bed time reading and I picked Freak Show out of interest in the nature of how they came to be, after reading a brief chapter I realized how closely related the book was to the class I am in right now on Cultural Competency…Its amazing how the premise of a Freak Show was to gasp and awe in “horror” over the sometimes alarming or challenging oddities of a person’s disability.

Next up…Letters by Ayn Rand…again <3 and I cannot believe I found Island of the Blue Dolphins! I remember it so clearly again…

Friday, September 23, 2011

You should try so hard

I drive away.
I don't look to far behind.
Our time is short, and never with a goodbye.
I try and tell myself, hey this is how it is supposed to be...
But in the back of my head I know this is transitional for me

You are in your place,  you know where you want to be
I am in between. Wishing it were clean. Wishing the insides of my life were
so clear cut. As to labeled Left or Right. But fair not little Libra the road is never clearly marked

anxiety. in your heart. in your brain.

anxiety. in your heart. in your brain.

Art By Liz McGrath

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